Mindful Existence

Do you ever just breathe and appreciate your surroundings? Do you ever take a moment to just be? To just exist? To witness your thoughts and feelings without judgement? It’s only in these moments where I notice the dancing leaves, the softly flowing waters, the graceful wispy clouds, the gentle breeze, the solidity of the…

Just Routine

It’s so easy to take things for granted. A roof over my head. A warm meal. Clean clothes. A family. A job. Friends. Education. These things are all “just routine” for me. They are part of my everyday life, I’m used to having them. I find myself wanting more, feeling an unquenched thirst for new things….

Curiosity Killed the Cat

Wow, so many new thoughts! For so long I was convinced that photography would be the end of my long list of potential careers. Then BTC came along, I mingled with instructors, peaked in the door of leadership, and discovered that I’m interested in business. I still am interested in it, but then.. I met…

Fear’s Leash

Why do I feel like I’m falling? I have so many beliefs I hold onto for dear life, afraid to let go. My thoughts wander in the wind. One minute I’m flying and the next I’m falling. I’m always hanging on by a thread. Most of the time I feel like I’m crawling in the…

Light in the Darkness

I’m looking in on a broken world through a two-way mirror. I see so much brokenness, so many people lost without hope, so many people who feel worthless and unseen. Sure, there’s joy and happiness in the world, but it doesn’t last. If there’s one thing I’ve learned through being an ENFP (The Campainer: fascinated…

Conversing in the Modern Era

Sometimes I think life is just a flicker, passing by in an instant without second thought. It’s easy to take for granted the opportunities and experiences of the amazingly diverse and beautiful universe we live in. There’s so much in the world. I was going to elaborate on that, but I don’t think I need to. There’s…

Trials and Tribulations

Disclaimer: This is a very honest post. It’s been really rough season for me. About a month ago or more I was diagnosed with Fibromyagia. It wasn’t surprising, I’ve had symptoms since I was 5 or 6. I’d been suspecting Fibro for a year or so, but getting diagnosed had a bigger effect on me…